Wednesday, November 16, 2005
ok so. november is making me really mad. i mean, what kind of effing weather is this?! 74 degrees, really? how gay. that's not how it works, november. this is the month where it gets all chilly and whatnot. just to ease us into the cold. but now since it's all hot and crap, the cold's gonna come and like kill us. because we won't be ready for it. stupid november. i'd love you, but i hate you for being stupid.
uhhhhhh. another thing about november. friggin.. alaska is coming so
quick. i really have a feeling it's gonna hit me
hard before i realize it's here. i'm really not ready for it.. not ready to leave here. hopefully i will be before i move, but i don't know. i'm not saying that a part of me isn't excited, because i am. it's just that it's something that's outside of my understanding and knowledge, so it's really scary. i wish i could say i wasn't moving. but.. that's life. i've run only once this week. i was supposed to run yesterday and today, but i didn't. i'm already slacking off and it's my first week. why do i do this to myself? i don't understand.
hopefully i run tomorrow, i need it for the turkey trot on saturday. we'll see how that goes.
just like i said in my end of the year post: school tends to make us a little bitter. i need a holiday or something. a long one. that won't involve moving.
i hate having regrets.
chris.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
