Sunday, February 27, 2005
i miss summer.
-chris
there's a place off ocean avenue...
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, February 24, 2005
so today kinda sucked, but that's ok. nia's a great person to go to when i need to talk about stuff like what i realized today. my mom's gonna be finding out soon if and when we're moving. i dont wanna leave here so bad. and it's different this time. i know it is, because i can feel it. i can't explain it, but i just know that it's different. having to leave these people that i've come to know and really love is gonna totally kill me. i know God probably has a plan for me, but moving will suck so badly. i cant even begin to explain. i just wanna stay here.
on a different note....
school's ok i guess. i'm not really likin it that much, but high school hasnt exactly been the greatest experience anyway. pretty sucky compared to 8th grade. i mean, the only reason that i have some sort of enjoyment at school is that i have these great friends to hang out with. but work sucks. and it's freakin boring. it feels like we're doing the same thing over and over and over again. i really dont think i'm learning that much either. and my new math teacher is horrible. i cant stand that class. urrgh...i have no idea how she is even a teacher man. she cant teach. and i'm having a really hard time in that class. hopefully the rest of the class'll go with me to the office and tell them about it, because this is getting ridiculous. it's not like i have bad grades though. all A's and a B still, so it's all good. maybe two B's...i'm not sure. but my grades are stayin up, even though it's a little hard with this new teacher. whatever, it'll fix itself. so i know this wasn't exactly the happiest post i've done in a while. sorry if i brought you down, but i had to vent somewhere. it'll be ok. i know it will. eventually.
-chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Sunday, February 20, 2005
i hate haircuts. absolutely HATE THEM. i mean, cory in boy meets world really hit the nail on the head with the "haircut cycle of life." you get a haircut. it looks horrible for like, six weeks. then it looks good...for like, a day. then it's time for another haircut. lol. i guess it's not THAT bad. i just miss my old hair now. but this happens everytime it gets cut. it'll grow back. i aint worried.
so yeah. vona's party was last nite. that was cool i guess. we started to watch the grudge, but then we stopped for some reason once nia and lily walked in. dont ask why, because i have no idea. so then we ate some of vona's mom's cooking. filipino food. heck yeah. then we had karaoke...which i wasnt too into...until the BACKSTREET BOYS came on. haha. if you wanna see a picture, go to my myspace, and the first picture you'll see is of me singing to "i want it that way." heck yes. what a player. lol. but we sang karaoke for like, EVER. it's all good though. then they had the notebook on in the other room, and i saw the ending of it...man...pretty sad....yeah....
so anyway, that's my weekend so far....hope everyone else's is great. president's day should be fun too. talk to yall later.
chris
dont you love the new tunes? relient k rocks.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Saturday, February 19, 2005
it's ALL good now. heck. yes.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, February 17, 2005
and even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart break the day
when you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
And all this time I never thought
that all we had would be all for none
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
You know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
you know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
cause you took this too far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault
and wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises
over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away
and know that I don't hate you
and know that I don't want to fight you
Relient K
i just wish everything was over. i wish had an answer, that's all....i mean, i really like you. and no, i'm not mad at you. i just have to get these feelings out somewhere, and this is the best place to do it. this time you're using is killing me. but i'll wait...i'll wait...
just please dont be mad at me for anything i say or do...
chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Monday, February 14, 2005
valentine's day
ahh...valentine's day. i guess it's cool. "love is in the air." yeah, ok, sure. nah, i had an ok time today i guess. not the same as if i would've had someone to share it with, but still ok. got to hug some people...some i liked more than others, if you know what i mean....just a regular day i guess. i dunno.
so yeah, yall should go to the EXIT table at the club fair on wednesday. i'll be playin the guitar and singing. it should be cool. yeah. i guess that's all i have to say. well, not really, but i'm NOT willing to talk about other stuff online. talk to yall later.
chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Sunday, February 13, 2005
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your blog/journal to see what people remember about you.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
yes! finally, i get to go on the internet again. freakin ghetto computer (err...moniter).
so yeah anyway, this week was fun. let's see....
friday i went to the mall with nia and lily...we went to best buy and i bought a dashboard confessional cd with the gift card that my mom gave for like...8 bucks. lol. and then nia and lily were like "we're gonna pick out stuff for our apartment" and so they found the most expensive stuff you could actually buy in the freakin store. naturally. then we went to eat. nia and lily wanted a pretzel dog, but they only had one, so they split it. i went to chik-fil-a to eat (of course) and we ate there and like made fun of people and stuff. that was fun. then we went to ae cuz damon gave me his 50 gift card since he wasnt gonna use it anyway. so i bought some flip flops and a shirt. but that's not all. nia and lily decided they wanted to pick out some outfits from ae for me to try on. kinda gay, but whatever. they did an alright job i guess. actually, i bought the shirt from the first outfit they picked out. haha. so everyone will get to see it on tuesday.
then on saturday i went to jessica's house for poster making for spirit week. it was like me, chris w, lily, nia, jess, elise, and some other people i can't seem to remember right now. it was fun. yeah, my posters looked kinda retarted, but it's all good lol. i dont think anyone'll really pay attention to them that much anyway. and then later on the got paint all over me. i won't go into detail, because it's way too much, lol. but yeah, they got it like all in my hair and on my clothes and stuff. i dont even know why they wanted to get me. because i didnt even do anything (*cough* lily). yeah, but i would like to thank lily for handwashing my shorts and shirt, because it really helped. and thanks nia and lily for washing my hair too lol. that was great.
so that was my weekend. i'd post on the week, but it wasn't that eventful, so it's not that big a deal. talk to yall later.
chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Monday, February 07, 2005
hey yall
yeah, i'm bored. just sittin here talkin to nia and listenin to dashboard. good stuff man. so yeah, today wasn't that great of a day. woke up like CRAZY late, and then my left contact wouldn't go in for some odd reason. and it was making me REALLY mad. lol. i'm over it now though. one good thing about my day though was worship at EXIT, although someone *cough* didn't go. but it was still good i guess. sang God of wonders (caedmon's call), in your presence (jeremy camp), for the moments i feel faint (relient k), open the eyes of my heart, and Jesus lover of my soul. and then in math someone spilled my freakin lunch man. but i put it back in the little cup, cuz it just went on the desk, so it's not that big a deal. and then in that same period though, my contact (same one that was givin me trouble this morning) somehow got under my eyelid. dont ask how. so i went to the bathroom and took it out and put it back in. that was kinda gay.
then during 7th period i pulled out the guitar, and played a whole buncha dashboard confessional, and that was good, cuz all the people came over and were singin it with me and stuff. then track practice came before i knew it. that was fun too, but pretty hard, cuz i ran like 3 1/4 miles. and then at the end alisha tried to outsprint me......I DONT THINK SO. lol. just kidding. but seriously, i dont know why she tried to beat me so bad when she knows that i'm faster. lol. she ran a pretty good race though. maybe next time....or not. lol. ok, i'm being mean, maybe i should stop. yeah.
oh i totally forgot about my weekend. friday nite i spent the nite at zack's and yet again had some of "zack's world famous waffles." haha. then nia and lily came over and we went to the bx to eat cuz i was hungry cuz i ate breakfast at like 11 and my stomach schedule was all messed up (nia lol). and then we went to see meet the fockers, which was really funny. then sunday went to church and then went to zack's for the super bowl but we didnt even watch the game. we like, played soccer and basketball and got on the internet. lol. i dont even like football that much. i dont know why i pretend i do. oh well. and then one of zack's sisters little friend has some sort of crush on me apparently. kinda weird. yeah, kinda REALLY weird. yeah so that's it. really long post. sorry guys. talk to yall later.
chris
"it's hard to believe that i am getting by on so little from you
it's hard to believe that i would let myself get so wrapped into you
it's gotta be somethin that would be worthwhile for me to give to you
we need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you.....
the harder i push, the farther i fall...."------dashboard
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
hey yall....i'm in the posting mood...so...i'll post.
man, i have been on the BIGGEST dashboard confessional craze for like, 3 weeks man. i love playing his music on my acoustic and just listening to it. such awesome lyrics....chris carrabba really knows what he's doing (at least on the swiss army romance). that's what i wish i could sound like. but his voice is a little high for me....but it's all good.
i'm SURE you've heard about the whole jennifer thing by now. so...yeah...but i dont know...we'll just see i guess...i dont think i have a chance with her anyway, so it doesnt matter. things are kinda weird. i dont know....like nothing good or bad (with the exception of a few things), but i dont know. although, i am VERY excited that track has started. finally...i'll quit bein fat and start running again. lol. running in circles for the next 4 months! YES!...cant wait till the first meet. i signed up for the 2 mile, 1 mile, and high jump. sweet. cant wait. so for the people that actually DO come to other people's blogs, you can start checking out the athletes foot blog again in march, cuz that's when my track meets start. oh and yall should come check 'em out too. there just a little more exciting than XC meets, since you know, you'll ACTUALLY see us the entire time instead of seeing us for about 15-30 seconds of the race, and the rest of the time we're out in the woods somewhere. haha. well, that's about it. talk to yall later. holler.
chris
"we're not 21, but the sooner we are, the sooner the fun will begin.
get out your fake eyelashes and fake I.D.'s and real disasters.
it's cool to take these chances. it's cool to fake romances.
and grow up fast...."
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
