Wednesday, June 30, 2004
can you say....bored?well, today wasnt sooo bad.i did go running.but it was really bad.i felt like i had to puke halfway through.it sucked.but afterwards, i felt a lot better than i have in a long time.probably becuz of the fact that it's a physical activity.but i also love running....cuz i can really just spend time with God...i know most of you dont know about that...so dont worry about it.but aside from that, it's a time where i can think.and i love it when i can REALLY think.cuz you find out deep feelings that you never knew before.i dont think this time it changed that much though...cuz i thought about a lotta stuff last nite too.so whatever.anyway, after i ran and took a shower, my dad took me and my lil bro bowling.it was pretty fun.but my dad beat me both times.piece of trash.anyway....MOM IF YOU ARE READING THIS: CHANGE THE PLANE TICKETS!i wanna go home.now.i'm tired of louisiana.i've seen dad.i've seen friends.time for me to go home.i'm serious.anyway, besides that...yeah...i'm done.talk to yall later.holla.
baca
HAHA! *life is fast, but i'm FASTER!*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Your Love Never ChangesPaul Wright
I'm tired of falling on my face Lord
Get up, tell myself woah woah.
I'm tired of singin the same songs.
I'm so high, I'm so low.
I'm so hot, I'm so cold.
I'm so young, but I'm feelin so old.
I'm at peace, I'm at war.
I want less, I want more.
I want it all, but I don't know what it's for.
And all that I am is all that You see.
Nobody is lookin at me.
I fall on my knees, You're callin my name.
And You love me just the same.
cuz You're love, It never changes.
Yeah, You love me just the same.
cuz You're love, It never changes.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Monday, June 28, 2004
alright.so we're here.in louisiana.still.....wait a minute....
still in louisiana?
no...it cant be.it's been 4 weeks already hasnt it?
not even two weeks?!you've gotta be kidding.
this crap goes by way too slow.it feels like it's been forever.maybe it's cuz i'm away from the ppl i really love and care about.and yes, that includes my mom, but not only her.it also includes...dare i say it?nia.nia mostly...but all my other friends too.these next few days wont be so bad though.i know thursday me, my dad, and lil man are going to see spiderman 2.it's gonna be soooooooooooooooooooo good.i cant wait.and then, tomorrow, if it's actually in stores, i'm gonna get the game.i know it'll be in stores, but it'll probly be sold out.anyway.yeah, today me, daddy, lil man, and stepmom went swimming today.it was alright.till it was about to rain.i swear i hate this weather.my mom always says hate is a strong word.....well, that's why i'm using it!lol.anyway, that's all that's going on.pretty much.yeah.i'm starting to enjoy yellowcard a lot.they may not be Christian...but that doesnt mean they're bad.they actually have some really good songs about...well, i'd say teen love...but that's my opinion.and no cuss words in any of the songs.at least that i've heard.
this Bible verse crossed my mind...so i figured i'd post it...
Psalms 23:4-Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death (this being louisiana...lol, jk), I will fear no evil, for You (being God) are with me; Your rod and staff, they comfort me.
oh yeah, and if any of you are interested in this Church stuff...give me a holler...i know about it and can help you out...and i'm being serious about this too.check it out:
John 3:16-For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whosoever believes in His name, would not perish but have everlasting life.(again i'm being serious)
baca
*i'm still lazy, but still not my fault.....lol*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Saturday, June 26, 2004
ok, like sam, i'm gonna do the whole friend thing too.like write a paragraph about that friend.so, since sam did me first...i'll do him first.Sam...
sam has been an awesome friend.i first met him in 6th grade.but i dont think it was till 7th grade till we became like best friends or whatever.but that all went downhill when i moved to cali.not really.lol.we're still really good friends.anyway, sam is a really good friend.he's a big ol' nerd.lol, jk...ok, not really.lol.nah, but he is smart.and really good with computers.and the past few days at his house were really cool.just to hang out and stuff.it's funny, cuz this year changed us both, but for the better.we're both a LOT more outgoing than we were.but we're still like the same old ppl to each other.and we have pretty much the same sense of humor.so it's cool to hang out....oh yeah!and he grew his hair pretty long.it's awesome.not as long as mine or anything...but it's not short either.so it's awesome.yeah...so that's sam.
anyway, so my day was alright i guess....we went out to eat at my favorite mexican restaurant in town.but it's not that good now compared to what they have in fairfield in cali.and then we went bowling.i saw claire there from school.it was cool cuz i havent seen her since i left for cali the first time.it was cool.but i sucked at bowling.i only got like 86.it was horrible.but whatever.anyway, my day was short, and that's about all that happened.so i'll talk to yall later.holla back.
baca
*i'm still too lazy, but it's not my fault...it's been rainin too much*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, June 24, 2004
yeah.louisiana.still.great.lol, jk.anyway...yeah, i'm at sam's house right now.and my day was pretty nice except for about an hour and a half of it.we (me, sam, britt, and kayla) went to see dodgeball, which, like sam said....is dodgalarious.lol.then we went to backyard burger.and sam was the only gay hole to actually get a burger.i mean, who ACTUALLY gets a burger at a burger joint?lol.then, we went back to sam's house and chilled for a lil bit. then i had to like, dress up for some funeral for my great uncle.it was kinda cool i guess cuz i got to visit family that i havent seen in a LONG while.then, i got to sam's just in time to catch the ride with sara to the movies to go see riddick (which by the way is the gayest movie known to mankind).yeah, take my advice.DONT EVER SEE THAT MOVIE!it was gay.no plot.just some guy going around killin ppl.stupid.but it was cool too i guess.whatever.oh yeah!i forgot to tell yall.when i went to go to get my hair cut at the mall, when i first walked in, like a group of like 4 girls was sittin down and they all just started starin.i was like, no.just stop.i know i'm sexy and all...but you cant stare.lol.anyway...i gotta go...it's time for bed.holla back!baca
*i'm too lazy*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
so, here i am again.well, it's actually 12 10 here, so it's not the same day technically for me....but whatever.anyway, sam's party was the bizzle.lol, jk. anyway, it was cool.we had about 10 ppl.it was cool.and we played basketball and got all hot and shweaty.it was gross.i hate sweating, cuz it's nasty and i havent done it in forever.lol.i miss cali weather.especially right now.cuz it's like pourin down rainin.and last nite it was like thunderin and lightninin.lol.or however you say it.anyway...watch the video for more info on the party.and watch for my sexy poses.lol.so whatever, talk to yall later. HOLLA!baca
*life is gettin a lil slower, and i'm havin a lil better time keepin up...but it's still hard*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
baca
*life is too fast, and i'm trying to keep up*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
I'M GOING TO SEE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TODAY!!!!!!!anyway, it's been pretty boring in abbeville, louisiana.you know what i did yesterday?absolutely nothing.well, not nothing really.i played vidoe games and my guitar.ALL DAY.oh, but today'll be different.i get to sit in a car for an hour and a half to see some family.but it's all good.it's worth it.then tomorrow's sam's party.that should be pretty fun.but yeah, i got busted again.my mom started using my old screen name.and i was on past curfew.again.and she found out (how is it that EVERY SINGLE TIME i do something wrong, she knows....but when i do something good, like care for a friend or do some good deed or something, she doesnt know?!oh well, no big deal)but i dont think she was really mad at me.besides, the only person i was talkin to was her anyway.i was only talkin to like one other person.so i wasnt in trouble or anything.she kinda fussed at me though.whatever.so....i wont be posting for a few days probly cuz i'll be havin fun for a change.lol, j/p....wait, not really.haha.so whatever.i mite post, or audio post or something, if i have no time to post in the next few days.so, talk to yall then.holla back.baca
*life is too fast, and i'm trying to keep up*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Sunday, June 20, 2004
so, yeah...i'm at my dad's right now.he lives near lafayette in louisiana.it's alright i guess.i really miss home already.i think next year i'm not gonna stay as long.maybe two weeks.just enough to see everyone and hang out for a lil bit.not no month.like this time.stupid idea.anyway...i stayed in houston for like 2 and a half days.maybe two days, i dunno.i went to splashtown yesterday.it's like waterworld for all you cali folk who dont know. and i rode texas freefall.it's the same thing as cliffhanger.and it was awesome!rode it twice.and when i'm not outside doin stuff i'm playin guitar.gettin pretty good too. it's pretty nice.well, i think i'm gonna start running tomorrow and quit being lazy.i really dont want to though.i love bein lazy, but i gotta start runnin sometime.then tuesday, wednesday, and thursday i'm stayin the nite at sam's. that should be pretty fun.his b-day's on wednesday....so i'll get to see a lotta my close louisiana friends.but i also cant wait to get home.get to see a special someone.and i'm sure everyone knows by now.so i'm not really worried about it......yep, so that's all that's goin on really.but i gotta go...talk to yall later, holla back!baca
*life is too fast, and i'm tryin to keep up*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Friday, June 18, 2004
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
baca
*life is too fast, and i'm trying to keep up*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, June 17, 2004
yeah, so i'm leaving tomorrow.it just hit me today.a month.A MONTH!that is so fricken long.i mean, dont get me wrong, i love my friends back home to death.i do.but these friends mean so much to me here too.and there are people i dont want to leave...becuz i dont want things to change.you people know who i'm talkin bout.but it's a little more reassuring that zack's not gonna be here anyway. so i wouldnt see him anyway...so it doesnt make a difference.but it's other ppl that i'm worried about.again, you people know who i'm talkin bout.i think the packin is what did it. i mean, what really made it hit me hard.when i was packing.and of course seein some of my friends for the last time for a month.that sucks.i miss school too.i'm sorry for the people who didnt like school.i loved it.i was around my friends every day....and call me crazy, but i sorta enjoy learning new things.and i really cant wait till school starts up again.vanden.we'll be high schoolers man.HIGH SCHOOLERS!yeah boy.there are some ppl that are scared of high school, cuz they're scared that the group will break up.to tell you the truth....i'm a lil nervous, but i'm not gonna go and kill myself over it.i'm tellin you right now ppl....most of us will stay.and i'm not worried.so everyone else...DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!talk to yall later...holla back...baca
*life is fast, but i'm faster*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Monday, June 14, 2004
hey everyone....well it's been a while since i last posted, so i think i'm going to now.well, i'm sure by now everyone's heard about casey's party.yes we played truth or dare.and yes i kissed jen and michelle.but the rest of my week should be ok.so me and zack are supposed to go to waterworld tomorrow...that should be pretty fun.hopefully he can go though...cuz i dont know, his dad came home today, so i'm not sure.and then friday i leave for louisiana *tear*.i've thought about it, and i've found i'd would definitely be ok with staying there for only like 2 weeks.and i'll be stayin there for a month.but it'll be cool though cuz i'll get to see my pimp friend sam.lol jk.and there's a chance (fat chance) that we mite be going to astroworld in houston.that'll be fun if we go. well that's all that's really going on...oh yeah!we all killed audioblogging...and i dont think i'm gonna do it anymore, cuz like ant said, it kinda defeats the purpose of blogging.i will only do it if i'm totally outta time and cant find any time to post like this.so yeah, that's it...talk to yall later...holla backchris
*life is fast, but i'm faster*
check out the new bachelor's pad...it's down in the links...and it's pimp...lol...
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Friday, June 11, 2004
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, June 10, 2004
The Future of our Internet.....chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
6th grade-ok, sixth grade.i was a big dork.i very openly admit that too.sixth grade was just like 'woah!' for me.becuz it came with a lot of surprises.but i'm not gonna really talk about them, cuz none of them were that important.sixth grade didnt 'mold' me into the person i am today, like a lot of ppl said it did.i dont know.sixth grade was just...yuck!so, no more talk of sixth grade.oh yeah, and i also had my sexy new fossil watch stolen...that was not cool at all.
7th grade-seventh grade for me, was my second favorite year of all three middle school years.but it was really cool.it's when i got my first girlfriend my dad also started to teach me to drive.it was pretty cool.seventh grade was cool, cuz you're not on the bottom anymore but you still have some older kids messin with you cuz you're younger than them.in seventh grade, i started, like sam said, hangin out with a 'group'.and like sam said, it was mostly girls except like me and him.that was hilarious.but you know, it's just cuz we're big pimpin.lol, j/k. seventh grade is when i really started to find out who i was.i mean, i turned into some semi-popular kid who just didnt really care.i guess.i mean, that's how i'd describe myself for the seventh grade.oh yeah, and it was funny to watch all the scared little sixth graders walk around not knowing what to do. muhahahaha! i also tried to make a name for myself...but it didnt really work.cuz i tried out for the track team, but i didnt make it.*tear*.lol, jk.and at the end of the year was when i started to grow my hair out for the first time.that was awesome.and i had two really good friends in seventh grade.sam and jessica.those are the ones i always talk about, for those of you californians who dont know.i really, ummm....started to have a 'relationship' with jessica last year.but it was more of a really really good friends relationship.and sam and me were really good friends too.sam and me, i dont know....i guess we were like brothers or something.i dont know.cant explain it.but that all changed a couple days after school was over......
8th grade-like i said before, i think my eighth grade year was the best.although i had to leave my friends that i had back home, i made awesome friends here.i mean, at first i couldnt figure out who i was, yet again.i cant believe i had to do that all over.but it was cool...i think it helped me realize who i really was.i think if i woulda stayed in LA then i woulda stayed a big skater boy instead of what i am now (what am i now?).seventh grade may have helped 'mold' me into what i am....but 8th grade really put the icing on the cake if you know what i mean.it took till about february/march to really get me into the group that i'm hangin out with now.i mean, like everyone, and i mean everyone has been sayin in their blogs, we had the absolute best group in golden west.now i dont wanna repeat what everyone was saying so i'll just stop talking about the group right there.but...now i'm really glad i moved to california.no offense to the people in lousiana at all.i mean, i love yall too, but california is really more than i couldve asked for.and i'd like to thank all my friends that made it that way this year.you know who you are.
well, that's it....i know it's another long post...but i had to do it cuz no one here really knew...now that you do....uhhh...yeah, there it is.talk to yall later.holla....
baca
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
so, today and yesterday were ok i guess.yesterday we went to frisco to go visit family cuz they were here on business or whatever.but the only thing bad about it was that we went to fisherman's wharf.i swear that place is driving me crazy!i mean i've been there like 5 times!but it was ok, cuz we stopped at trish's donut stand.....that place is the awesomest place ever.i mean, you cannot find better donuts anywhere else in the entire world.i swear.and then today was cool i guess.i got up around 10:15 and just was lazy for a lil bit.then i got dressed (in anthony's shirt, lol, sorry anthony!).then i went over to sean's and we walked to the bx.although we didnt really go in the bx cuz the stupid gay hole tried to jack something from there like a couple of weeks ago, and so now they wont let him in for six months.serves him right!so we ate lunch there, and then we went and chilled at his house and watched MADE on mtv.it was stupid.hate that stupid show.then i went back home, and my mom came and picked me up to go see 'the day after tomorrow'.i thought it was really good.very good special fx.and of course lily and krystal were being big old dorks all through the movie.lol. umm...yeah, so that's pretty much all that happened.ummm...yeah. talk to yall later.holla back.baca
*life is fast, but i'm faster*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
chris
*life is fast, but i'm faster*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Sunday, June 06, 2004
k, here's what happened friday and saturday.friday-had school for about 30 minutes then we went over to the vanden high school track&field.after we practiced for what seemed like forever cuz it was so friggin hot we actually got promoted.and then when they were giving the award for having a 3.5 gpa or above all year....i was the first to be called up :gasp:.and then me and brian a. were sittin in the front row and we would yell out everyones name that we knew when they walked up...it was pretty cool.and then when lily/nia/anna/whoever else walked up to give the farewell me and brian yelled 'do it for teehee!'it was cool....and then afterwards my mom brought me to eat and i got me a new fossil watch!it's so freakin pimpin. yep...then there was liz's party...it was alright i guess...we swam and got in the hot tub...so yeah...that was friday.
saturday-ok saturday was kinda boring until amanda's party...before it i went over to zack's house and he flew his remote control plane...it was ok i guess..but it was a lil too windy so yeah...and then amanda's party was fun....at first it was a lil boring, but after a while it got very...ummm...interesting to say the least.well, first we got in a water fight...i poured some on nia...then she chased me around till she cornered me and just dumped it all over me...then janee poured some on me too...so then i was soaked....and as if that wasnt enough i stayed inside for a lil bit and then went back out...but i went out at the totally wrong time.like 5 ppl got sodas out and started shakin them up and so i ran to the door really fast...but then lily locked it...and she wouldnt let me in....that wasnt fair.so i got soaked with some sort of orange soft drink. so i had to take off my shirt....yeah....and then anthony lent me his hollister shirt and everyone complimented me on it...so i think i mite keep it...muhahahaha....lol, j/k.yep...so that was pretty much it...except for the fact that my face smelled like sour milk cuz brian graybeal smeared whipped cream all over my face, i was so mad.yep...so saturday was fun...good times....
yeah...so i know this is really really long...but i have to do a total recap on this year.i think this was the best year of my life (so far i mean).i mean...between the drama...and me switching between like 5 groups...yeah...fun stuff.at the beginning i was kinda shy, i guess.but then since i had my really sexy hot hair (lol, j/p)everyone started to know me as the sexy new kid...that was crazy.and then i kinda made a name of myself in cross country..that was a really fun season...and i really didnt have any drama till like april/may.it was crazy...maybe i shouldnt have liked so many girls this year.i mean, it was like lily, emily, catrina, hollie, other people i wont mention, and now krystal. yeah...ummm...maybe i shouldnt have done that...but we have our good and bad actions dont we?yep, then like the last week of school was just sad and happy and crazy and exciting and just everything.and i just changed so much over the year.it's crazy...i mean like, i was big skater boy and the beginning of the year....now i'm like, wearing american eagle and hollister and all that good stuff.and my personality changed a lot too (oh dang, my friends from la told me i would change and i didnt believe them...i guess they were right)yeah....if i think of other stuff that happened this year...i'll write again.everyone tell me if you want me to add something to this, and i'll write it, promise.well, this is waaaaaaayyyyy too much.so i'm gonna go...holla back!
chris
*life is fast, but i'm faster*
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Thursday, June 03, 2004
yo everybody....well, it's the thursday of the last week of school...which means tomorrow is the last day of school *again, tear*.yeah, so anyway....we had to practice for the gay promotion today...oh my gosh...it was so fricken boring.and yeah, lily kinda made my day today too.it was pretty cool.man, everyone's gonna be like all crying and stuff tomorrow...that's gonna suck.i mean, i've got some friends that i made that i probably wont ever see ever again...that sucks.but i've got my cool friend zack h. here with me, so it's all good in the hood yo.lol.j/k.anyway...yeah, this is kinda short but there's not much else to say...so yeah...talk to yall later...holla.chris
*oh yeah, and if the song takes a while to load...just wait on it, it'll come*
*life is fast, but i'm faster*lol, i wrote that in like everyone's yearbook today and yesterday...
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
hey everyone,well, it's tuesday of the last week of school *tear*.oh well....i guess life goes on, although i really dont want it to.it's not gonna be fun leaving another school....but at least this time i'll have all my friends with me.yeah...so anyway...today was field day.it was alright i guess.i mean i got to get out of class, so yeah.but the only other good part about it was that i got to hang out with krystal pretty much the whole time.it was cool...we took a lotta pics so that all my southern friends (holla!) get to see what my friends up here in good ol' cali look like.but i've still got like 15 pics left on it so more will come.anyway, yeah, so that's pretty much all that's happened.i mean, all that i wanna talk about...so, i'll talk to yall later....holla!chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..