Monday, October 03, 2005
freakin busy. freakin too much going on. freakin.. i don't even know.
i'd have to say that this past weekend was probably the worst weekend ever. many thanks to NIA for getting me sick. nah, like i told her, it wasn't her fault.. it was mine. anyway, i got up around midnite on friday night (saturday morning?) and my stomach was killing me. man, i knew it was coming because SO many people have had that stupid stomach virus. so basically i was up all night getting out of bed and going to the bathroom, and back again. so by the time morning came, i trie eating something. yeah, didn't work. threw it up within like 2 minutes. so long story short, had to go to the hospital, and got kept there for eight hours. keep in mind that i also was supposed to have a meet that day too. and it's like the best meet of the friggin season. i dunno, for some reason i'm not really bummed. i mean, i was today for a while. but then i realized that it coulda been worse.. yeah.
so i'm gonna be out for while, with cross country. probably until thursday, which sucks because we have a league meet on wednesday that i won't be able to make. ahh well.. i'll be ok. and i've got a really great team and coaches too. love those guys.
especially my big sister. haha, she's the
best.i'm not really sure what else to say. i've been playing a lotta dashboard on my guitar. maybe that's not the best thing to do. i dunno, i guess we'll see.
oh and i've been a little confused lately. i mean, i really want my mom to come home.. but i know that once that time comes, i'm gonna have to move. mixed feelings. you know, i have those WAY too often. i think i should just pray that time goes by fast in the places where it counts and slow in the places where it counts. i just wanna get the best out of life while i'm here. i know there some reason i'm here. and i dunno where this is leading. gotta do more thinking in bed tonight. of coruse, while listening to that good ol' dashboard. g'night.
chris.
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
