Friday, April 22, 2005
man, i feel horrible. bleh. but i really only have one thing to talk about.
lily, i dont know if you'll read this or not. but i hope today was the most fantastic, extravagent,
awesome birthday you've ever had. because you really do deserve it. and even though you acted like a nerd all day, that's ok. because we all still love you.
but there was one thing that hit me today. and since no one really ever reads this anyway, i'll talk about it here. because i didnt feel like i could talk about it with anyone. i probably wont be here for my 16th birthday. i probably wont be here for lily's or anthony's or anyone else's. i couldnt imagine having to spend my next birthday in some place that i barely know. i dont want to. and gosh...i'm gonna miss everyone. so much. but whatever i guess. had to get it out somewhere. wish i had someone else to talk about it with though... whatever.
chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
