Thursday, February 24, 2005
so today kinda sucked, but that's ok. nia's a great person to go to when i need to talk about stuff like what i realized today. my mom's gonna be finding out soon if and when we're moving. i dont wanna leave here so bad. and it's different this time. i know it is, because i can feel it. i can't explain it, but i just know that it's different. having to leave these people that i've come to know and really love is gonna totally kill me. i know God probably has a plan for me, but moving will
suck so badly. i cant even begin to explain. i just wanna stay here.
on a different note....
school's ok i guess. i'm not really likin it that much, but high school hasnt exactly been the greatest experience anyway. pretty sucky compared to 8th grade. i mean, the only reason that i have some sort of enjoyment at school is that i have these great friends to hang out with. but work sucks. and it's freakin boring. it feels like we're doing the same thing over and over and over again. i really dont think i'm learning that much either. and my new math teacher is horrible. i cant stand that class. urrgh...i have no idea how she is even a teacher man. she cant teach. and i'm having a really hard time in that class. hopefully the rest of the class'll go with me to the office and tell them about it, because this is getting ridiculous. it's not like i have bad grades though. all A's and a B still, so it's all good. maybe two B's...i'm not sure. but my grades are stayin up, even though it's a little hard with this new teacher. whatever, it'll fix itself. so i know this wasn't exactly the happiest post i've done in a while. sorry if i brought you down, but i had to vent somewhere. it'll be ok. i know it will. eventually.
-chris
chris ran as fast as he could
..never look back..
